My lovely Pal Emma came on Thursday to do a Stampin up party at my craft group - this was the project a sweet little easel box card. I finished mine off last night as I could not think straight at all at the session.
The papers, cards, stamps and inks are all stampin up with the new colours which I really like.
Am hoping my Mojo returns for tomorrow as I have a card order to complete for 3 cards by Monday and I am back at work then too! This Menieres thing is not funny. The attacks are one thing but on Monday when we went to Barnard Castle I also had a panic as with the main street being cut off by the parade I didnt know where I was - I was bit snappy and only realised why when I overheard my Mum explaining to my daughter it was because of the menieres and deafness that was making me panic as well as not knowing where I was. Ive thought a lot about that this week and she is right.
We rely on our senses so much - I am fine when I know everything is where it should be but that confusion of not knowing where I was in relation to where I wanted to go really upset my normally go with the flow personality. All this is not what I expected from the disease - the symptoms of vertigo and the not being able to drive, the deafness and associated problems I expected but the dent to my confidence and how I behave is just as frightening- I think thats why my mojo has gone walkabout. I use crafting not just for the pleasure of creating but to crowd out negativity - I lose myself in it so there is no room for worry however in order to adjust to the whole thing I think my mind does smother the Mojo ocasionally to force me to adjust and not run away from reality. Does that make sense?
So I am hoping now I have adjusted to this way of thinking my Mojo will return too so I can pick myself up, dust myself down and start all over again.
Hope your week has been more productive!